honestly itās kind of upsetting how much of the autism experience is just being shamed out expressing yourself in any way thatās normal for you and learning to keep everything to yourself so youāre not shamed for being weird and then being shamed for being so quiet because itās also weird to be quiet but if you tell this to anyone else theyāll say āwhy do you care so much what people thinkā and thatās when the ancient ape part of your brain gets ready to beat them to death














